Chapter 3 Nightmares
*Trigger warning*
Jason carried a half sleeping Cecilia upstairs into his room. The male laid her under the covers gently and kissed her head, this girl is the best thing that happened to him so far in his life. He knew he just met her but he was already in love with her, he didn’t understand how he lived without her while he did. Jason pulled off his shirt and slid into bed next to Ceci. He wrapped his arms around her securely, she snuggled into his warm body and they both fell asleep.
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Jason had been sleeping when he heard cilia whimpering in her sleep, nightmares he assumed. Jason sat up and shook her lightly. “Cecilia wake up it’s just a dream, Ce wake up.” he whispered, she sat up quickly looking around tears falling down her beautiful face.
He took notice of the fear in her eyes, he pulled her into a tight protective hug. “It’s okay I’m here now nothing can hurt you.” The alpha cooed she eventually calmed down and fell back to sleep in his arms. Jason carefully laid her back down tucking some hair behind her ear and kissing her head once more.
He too laid down again waiting to a little to see it she was going to start whimpering again, once he was sure she wasn’t going to start again. He went back to sleep himself.
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Cecilia was having the worst nightmare out of them all. “Cecilia!” She heard her father yell. “COMING!” she yelled in return. Getting up she walked up the stairs to her dads office. “How old are you today?” He asked the little girl perked up smiling “I’m 5!” she told him using her hand, putting up 5 fingers. “I have a gift for you come sit on daddy’s lap.” He said smiling. She skips over him happily he lifted her into his lap.
“Close your eyes.” He said, she didn’t hesitate to cover her eyes. That’s when it all started. She let out a whimper when she felt his hand touch her no no area. “Daddy what are-” she said but he cut her off. “Shh it’s okay I’m giving you a gift, your being a big girl just relax.” He cooed. the small child was uncomfortable.
She didn’t like this. No! she wanted him to stop! she knew she was sleeping! she need to wake up! “Cecilia wake up it’s just a dream, Ce wake up.” Cecilia heard Jason’s husky voice say- she instantly woke up. Tears running down her face, Jason stared into her eyes for a few seconds before than pulling her into a tight hug.
“It’s okay I’m here now nothing can hurt you.” He cooed after she calmed down after a while and fell back to sleep, this time no nightmare.
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cecilia wakes up yawning. She rolled over and landed on the floor with a thud. with a groan she began sitting up, looking up and see Jason sitting on her side of bed looking down at her. “Are you okay?” He asked. She nodded looking at his abs, he chuckled “Like what you see?” He asked and his morning voice was so sexy.
Somebody kill us now! Nadia said. Cecilia laughed agreeing with her. “What’s so funny?” He asked running his hand through his hair. “nothing help me up?” She asked holding her hands out. He leaned forward grabbing her hand pulling her up. Cecilia went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth with an extra toothbrush Jason gave her.
“We have to go to the pack doctor today.” He said washing his face. She nodded in return. They finished doing our morning routine than went to the pack Doctor. Cecilia sat on the bed as a lady walked in. “Hello Luna.” She greeted, Cecilia waved nervously.
“Okay can you remove your shirt and pants for me please?” She asked Jason sat in a chair looking the opposite way. Cecilia stripped quickly than sat back on the bed. She checked Cecilia out wrote some things down than went to her legs. “You’re not a virgin?” She asked curiously. Cecilia looked down this caught the attention of Jason.
“Cecilia?” He asked. Naturally in werewolf ‘culture’ you’re suppose to save yourself or wait to lose your virginity for when you find your mate. Just like how you’re expected to wait till marriage to have sex based off human culture. It not a requirement but it is a big thing to some. “No I’m not..” The girl whispers. Tell him why before he thinks the wrong things. Nadia said urgently I can’t! He will make fun of me! Cecilia said back Cecilia! No he won’t she’s our mate he’ll understand I can feel it. Just trust him. Nadia said. Cecilia waited till the doctor left.
“Jason…” Cecilia called. He looked over at her thanking the doctor as she left. “I need you to be opened minded okay? This is now kinda hard for me.” She said pulling her shirt and jeans back on. He came and sat next to her. Cecilia slowly grabbed his hand looking down. “I’m listening.” He said rubbing his thumb over her knuckles. “Back my old pack my mother and father treated me like complete trash, like I wasn’t even there daughter on my 5 the birthday…” the girl began to tear up.
“Uh my dad he molested me he told him how he had a gift for me, he told me I was a big girl now.. as I got older.. it got worst he would beat me if I disobeyed, he would sneak into my room while my mom was sleeping and do things to me.. he told me not to tell or he would make my life a living hell which it already was.. than my mom said started beating me too because my dad did and they thought it was a little game. They kept the pack away from the house so none of the would know. I would cry and scream for help when I was getting touched or abused no one heard me.. no one.” Cecilia explained crying.
She felt like she was worthless like trash. Jason rested her head against his shoulder as she cried. “Oh baby girl I’m so sorry I wish I was there to stop it, I’m going to kill them both for hurting you. No one can hurt you now your safe with me.” He said hugging her tightly, she cried and cried until she couldn’t cry anymore and he just held her in his arms.
“I’m sorry.” ceci said pulling away. “For what?” He said wiping her face “For being a burden.” she replied he looked hurt to see her crying. “You will never be a burden to me ever.” He said looking into her eyes. “Alpha there is an emergency on the border.” Someone said from the other side of the door. “I have to go we will continue this later okay?” He said getting up. Cecilia nodded sadly not wanting him to go. “I love you.” He said kissing her head one last time than running out the door.
He said he loved us! Well you! Us! He said he loved us!! Nadia squealed happily! I heard him Nadia relax. She said back. Cecilia went to Val’s room and knocked. “You may proceed to enter.” Cecilia heard Val say. She laughed as she walks in closing the door behind her. “Hey why the puffy eyes? Why have you been crying?” She asked concerned, “Had a heart to heart moment with Jas… he told me he loved me!” Cecilia said. Val squealed and hugged her friend.
“That’s great did you say it back?” She asked pulling away “Sadly no because he ran out the door by the time I was going to say something. The pair talked and watched tv until they got hungry.