Chapter 7: 7 - What the hell?
Chapter 7: 7 - What the hell?
I wake up with a pressing need to pee and I am surprised to see that I fell asleep on the strange man.
He is so huge and scary. I have a diaper on me but there is no way I am using it. Very slowly I get up
and move away from him, trying not to wake him up. Once I am off him, I quickly waddle to the room he
calls mine, un-tape my diaper and pee. Oh, what joy! I think I should re-tape the diaper and go back to
him lest he is mad. He is really huge and scary. He looks good, handsome but it's crazy that he has got
me here for a month, he says?
I am unable to tape back the awful diaper back. The hell?
Why me?
Why the hell did I have to get in that car of his?
Tears are flowing off my eyes while I am trying not to make a noise and tape the damn diaper back.
Suddenly the door opens and in comes Christian like a blur (who insists on being called daddy) and I
am so startled that I move back and fall on my bum.
"Oh baby.... " He picks me up and I scream.
"Shh.... Shh.... It's okay Ana.... Daddy's not mad. What happened? Huh?" he picks me up and I am
scared. He can kill me with a punch. That's how strong he is, I swear. Why do you think I haven't tried
running away?
He puts me down on the changing table and tapes back by diaper.
I calm down a bit, thankful that he is not mad. When he said he'd punish me earlier, I was so scared.
"That's my good girl. All set. Why did you not use your diaper to pee love?" He asks and I blush
profusely and hide my face in his chest. Not using the diaper. And not telling you that I am not using the
diaper.
"You want something, baby? How about some yummy ice creams?" he asks me, trying to cheer me up.
The only thing that can get me cheered up is going back home right now.
"Can I have some water, please?"
"Sure love."
He gives me another Sippy cup and I gulp the water down. Why the Sippy cup? Why does he insist on
treating me like a baby? I have been taking care of myself for as long as I can remember being brought
up in an orphanage since I was a day old.
I groan. I had to go back to the orphanage to help with the cleaning. Mrs. Otto will kill me when I go
back. Where the hell is my phone? Why haven't I thought about my phone earlier? I could At least
leave a message to Mrs. Otto that I'll be back by the end of the month. She must be making Aliya do all
the cleaning now. Aliya will be so mad at me when I go back.
"Would you like to go out to the park and play Ana?" Christian brings me back from my reverie.
"Yes, please." Some fresh air would do me good. What am I supposed to play though I have no idea?
He looks at me slightly disappointed. I know he is waiting for me to call him daddy.
He picks me up and quickly changes me into a new skirt and a matching top and takes a bag with
some water and other stuff and we are off. He insists on carrying me.
"Can I walk, please?" I ask him.
"No babe, we have to cross the street to go to the park. I will carry you." he tells me, in a no-nonsense
tone.
I wonder where we are. Wouldn't people look at us funny if they see a man carrying me and all?
As it happens, they won't. We are in a different planet it seems.
There are people like Christian all over and littles too. That's what they are called Christian tells me. I
look around in wonder and see him chuckle.
Some are with their daddies and some with their mommies. They are playing and laughing.
Some girls are eating snacks with their mommies and some boys are flying like airplanes in their
daddy's arms. Some girls are playing in the sand or being pushed in the swings by their daddies. They
all look happy, really happy. One boy has a dog too!
I am glad to be in his arms. There are too many people there, too many.
"Would you like to swing baby?" Daddy asks me.
I shake my head and grab onto his shoulders. Don't leave me here and go. Don't go. I think to myself.
"Why the frown baby girl?"
"Don't leave me here please." I whisper. Content bel0ngs to Nôvel(D)r/a/ma.Org.
He hugs me really tight and kisses my cheek. I am surprised.
"If you think for one minute that I am leaving you anywhere then you are so wrong miss. I will be right
there with you, right next to you. Or I can push you too if you want that." He tells me.
I nod.
He walks with me to the swing. The boy sitting there gets up.
"Hey Matt, we will wait our turn sweetie." Daddy tells me.
"It's okay Mr. Grey. Is that your little? Can we be friends? Please!?" He looks at my daddy adorably and
he coos at him.
"Aww.... sweet boy. Let's see if Ana wants to make friends right now. She is shy."
I hide my face in his arms. He kneels down and helps me stand.
"Hi, I am Matt. "The boy grins at me and extends his hand.
"Hello, I am Niana." I tell him shyly and take his hand.
Afterwards, Matt runs away to his daddy all excited to tell him about a new friend that he has made.
I see daddy chuckle and then help me on the swing.